I found out a few minutes ago that one of my old co-worker´s husband passed away. Roger was diagnosed with Colon cancer in March of last year. He was a strong Christian man who led many to Christ through his prayers and passion for the Lord. I think about his wife Pam and his two great daughters RaeLynn and Lydia--may they feel comfort from God and those around them as they remember Roger to celebrate his life and as they mourn his passing. Roger was so young and strong and full of life--it goes to show that we cannot take life for granted. I am over here in Europe and seeing some amazing sights and learning about more history and art than I ever thought I would. Sometimes I find myself walking around aimlessly in a town just enjoying the atmosphere. How can I transform that to my life back at home? I do not want to live a crazy life. I want to spend as much time with my family and friends as possible. I want them to feel that they are getting my undivided attention and I want them to know how much I care about them.
I realize I do not handle death well. Most of all it makes me think of those that have gone before me, especially my Grandma Dorothy. And I always remember my Uncle Leonard´s funeral because I had my wisdom teeth out that morning--I was propped up between Kurtis and my mom, but some things you just can´t miss. I remember very vividly the day my Grandpa Reuben died and sitting on the porch with my Dad and Aunt Mickey. I sometimes wonder what it would be like to lose one of my parents and I can´t even begin to think of how heart broken I would be and about how terribly I would miss them and how would my life go on? So both of you stay healthy!! Some times we do not appreciate what we have until it is gone...it is something I have realized since being in Europe and even more so as I think about RaeLynn and Lydia. I cannot imagine what they are going through right now and they are so young. So parents enjoy your children even when they are brats and kids love your parents even when they annoy you more than anything. What would life be like without them?
OK enough deep talk...don´t worry about me here, I am having an amazing time in Germany and toured a castle this morning and cruised down the Rhein on a ferry boat. I meet new people everyday and I am building friendships that will continue after I return home. I am learning about myself and enjoying the scenery. I am getting my money´s worth from my digital camera and more importantly I will never forget the experiences I am having right now. I think they are helping me realize what is important in life and the priorities I want to move higher on the list. I come home in about a month...while I will miss everyone in Poland and my travels, I am excited to see everyone...and to eat authentic Mexican food! Wait...food needs to be a little lower on the priority list. :)
Everyone be safe and I will see you sometime next month!!
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